Don’t you look back at your life and think how proud you are of the journey that you have come on? When I first started blogging I didn’t know where this journey would take me and what life would look like in the future and it is amazing the journey that I have been on. I am so proud of the person I am becoming and the things that I have been able to do. I know there will still be some hard days but I also know that I have got through tough days before and life will get better. It is crazy that I have gone from being a single person to now being married and planning my family with my amazing husband. I have gone from not eating to be eating. I have gone from being quiet to talking. I have gone from being annoyed to being calm.
I started if by being a single person and living with my parents to leaving my parents house to living in different places and having a mental breakdown. I then got engaged and moved into my flat within a couple of months and it was crazy. I have been scheduling my blogs so then I have been on top of blogging. With planning a wedding and starting my married life it has been full of change and the journey continues but this time with my amazing husband by my side. I know that life will change and I know that life has different paces but I am looking forward to it. I am looking forward to seeing what life holds. I am looking forward to seeing what my marriage holds. I am looking forward to seeing what my family involves. I am looking forward to seeing the next part on my journey.
These last two years life has been hard and life has been dragging but now I am on a new journey and life is changing. Life has been changing for me and will continue to do so and I look forward to it. I have had mental health problems, I have wanted to end my life, I have wanted to hurt myself and it has been hard. Life has been difficult to keep on going but I am proud of the journey that I have come on, I am proud of the way that I have dealt with my mental health, I am proud of the way that I have stopped hurting myself, I am proud of the way that I have been able to talk about my feelings, I am proud of the people that I have been able to talk to, I am proud of the courses I have been able to gone on. The journey has been long and hard but I am proud of how far I have come and how far I will be able to come too.
I know that things have happened in my past that I am not proud of and things that I would like to change but I know that as I get older and hopefully wiser things will be different. I know that I will be be able to have the strength to do the things that I need and want to do. I know that eventually I will be able to get back into work because I won’t be so tired. I know that I will be able to have a family. I know that I won’t get anxious. I know that I will have a support network around and I am blessed to know that people who have supported me in my past will continue to support and help me in my future.
I know that things will continue to change and life will continue to be different but I know that I am able to trust in God, I am able to rely on Him, I am able to come to Him when things are not going well and I am thankful. I am thankful for all that He has done in my life and all the things that He will continue to do. I know that when things get hard I can come to Him and He will give me the strength that I need to get through each day. Life will not be easy but I trust that God knows what He is doing, I cannot do things in my own strength but I can do it in Gods, I cannot have energy but God will give it to me. I need to rely and trust in Him that He will do this for me. I am so thankful and blessed that I can come to Him and I will be able to rely on Him.